... I just believe that everything happens for a reason and we weren't meant to do this together. And your attitude in that last e-mail just reaffirms my decision to not move forward with you. I was in no way "playing" you and never intended to hurt you or R and I am very sorry if I have. And I didn't feel like a lot of time had been wasted. We had only been matched like a month and hadn't even started contracts or anything. Yeah, you and R had been going to the embassy to see if he would be able to come to the U.S. but yall needed to do that anyways. With my last IPs we were done with the contracts in a month and we still hadn't even started them with yall. That's why I went ahead and decided against moving forward with you now rather than later b/c we hadn't actually started anything so I didn't feel like any time had been wasted. I could see you saying that if we had already finished contracts and legal paperwork but we hadn't.
I am so very sorry and wish you the best of luck on your journey.
Didn't hear anything back from her after that. I'm sure it's a good thing.
I have found a new set of IFs that I like. GG sent them my profile on Thursday of last week and I am just waiting to hear back from GG about whether they liked my profile or not. I've got my fingers crossed that this is IT. I'm hoping third times a charm b/c I am ready to get started and make some babies! :)